Itâs hard to imagine what itâs like to be a reggae artist, accustomed to festivals filled with marijuana-induced serene audiences, facing a crowd of raised middle fingers along with chants to get outâand feeling physically threatened for the first time in oneâs life as a performer.
Thatâs the exact scenario American Jewish reggae rapper Matisyahu found himself in when he took the stage August 23 at the Rototom Sunsplash festival in Benicassim, a town near Valencia, Spain.
While standing back stage, Matisyahu noticed a Palestinian flag in the audience, but when he stepped on to set up âabout 20 flags came out,â he told The Daily Beast in a phone interview. âPeople were standing on each otherâs shoulders with flags giving me the middle finger. It was intense. It was not peaceful. It was like âFuck you, Matisyahu.â Iâve never had the experience of anything like that, as a Jew or anything in my life.â
Matisyahu said that the Rototom performance marked one of the only times heâs ever felt unsafe taking the stage.
âI just assumed everyone in the festival was going to be regular reggae festival-goers, so I got really nervous. I felt totally open and that anyone could do whatever they want,â he said.
His performance was the culmination of back-and-forth rescinded invitations from Rototom organizers that blew up into an international controversy.
Itâs only taken a matter of days to see that the Boycott, Divestment, Sanction (BDS) movementâs campaign to keep Matisyahu from performing at the Rototom Sunsplash festival completely backfired.
For the first time in arguably four years, the reggae hip-hop artist better known for his (former) Hasidic Judaism, not his songs, was nabbing media coverage across the globe.
Not since 2011 when Matisyahu shared a photo of himself having shaved his trademark beard and ditched his traditional Orthodox Jewish lookâand for that matter, his traditional Orthodox Judaism with itâhad he been so relevant.
And even then, Gawker responded with the dramatic transformation in Matisyahuâs look with the headline âMatisyahu Shaves Beard, Reminding World of His Existence.â
Since then, Matisyahu has continued making music and touring, but in clean-shaven, relative obscurity, at least compared to his earlier days.
Matthew Paul Miller took the stage name Matisyahu and burst onto the hip-hop scene a decade ago as an aberration. A former drug addict-turned Phish Head-turned-Hasidic Jewish rapper sounded like the basis of a Saturday Night Live sketch.
But people werenât laughing; they were listening.
With his second album, Live at Stubbâs in 2005, Matisyahu gained mainstream props. He earned write-ups in Rolling Stone and thanks to the single âKing Without a Crown,â Live at Stubbâs became the No. 2 Billboard reggae album in 2006.
Matisyahu kept recording albums and touring the globe, but once his novelty wore off, the mainstream media didnât pay as much attention to him.
But then a BDS chapter in Valencia successfully pushed for Matisyahu to be removed from the Rototom Sunsplash music festival after he refused to make a public statement endorsing Palestinian statehood.
It could not have been a bigger misstep for Rototom or the BDS movement, both of which were almost universally panned.
People across the globe were alarmed that Matisyahu was the only performer at the week-long festival singled out to publicly declare his views, and a number of journalistsâincluding this oneâsaw anti-Semitism at play in the sheepâs clothing of Israel critiques.
And as those two parties were lambasted, Matisyahu was thrust back in the spotlight.
He earned praise for not kowtowing to Rototom and, according to many advocates, exposing BDSâs bigotry to the world.
Recalling the chain of events, just days removed from the uproar, Matisyahu still sounds a bit dumbfounded that Rototom requested the statement of Palestinian statehood support in the first place.
âThe first email I got [from Rototom] asked me to clarify my position on Palestine. It mentioned that they were getting pressure from this group, that they could make the group go away if I could make a statement,â Matisyahu said.
âI responded that I was sort of taken aback they would ask me for it. It felt weird. Iâm pretty much known throughout, I think, as someone who is pro-peace and all about building bridges and bringing people together. It was kind of interesting to me that they would take this group seriously.â
Matisyahu has publicly stated his love for Israelâa fact that the BDS group members explicitly used as a criticism, calling him a âlover of Israel,â according to a Reuters report.
Matisyahu has also performed at events for AIPAC, a pro-Israel lobbying group in the U.S. that is often criticized by supporters of Palestinian statehood, so he has hardly led an apolitical life.
Still, he claimed he has never taken sides in the conflict.
âIâm not a political scientist, and I donât claim to know all the details and the facts of the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. I havenât chosen a side,â Matisyahu firmly said in our interview.
Matisyahu said he responded to Rototomâs initial request, saying he âcouldnât give them a direct answer.â
A few days later, âthey came back and said they wanted a specific statement saying I supported Palestine and to speak out against Israeli quote-end quote âwar crimes,ââ he said.
âAt that point, I said I wasnât comfortable and if they didnât want me there, I wasnât interested in being there.â
A number of news outlets pointed to the Rototom flare-up as the prime paragon of Europeâs growing anti-Semitism.
To some, kicking out Matisyahu fit a little too well with the attack on the kosher supermarket in Paris this year and the many studies indicating anti-Semitism was on the rise.
BDS groups have since fired back that Rototomâs ultimatum to Matisyahu was fair because he has publicly voiced support for Israel and performed for groups that support Israel and Friends of the IDF.
âA native New Yorker, Miller has certainly never needed to be coerced to declare that âIâm a strong supporter of Israel.â But he has gone far beyond that,â Ali Abunimah all but sneered in his writing for the Electric Intifada.
Did Matisyahu also think Rototomâs request for a public statement from him, and only him, was a form of anti-Semitism?
âAbsolutely,â he said. âThat was the first thing I said in the first email I wrote back to them.â
He described it as an eye-opener, saying he never encountered a sense of anti-Semitism, regardless of where he performed.
âIâve been touring in Europe even from the time I had a beard and yarmulke [religious Jewish head covering], and I had never been with people who expressed what I thought was outright anti-Semitism,â he said.
âYou hear stories. You hear things on the news, but at the end of the day, you relate back to your experience.
âI view it some extent as an isolated experience, but the [BDS] group seems to be making more noise. To me thereâ s no doubt, maybe not for everyone involved in that organization, but thereâs definitely an anti-Semitism thatâs there.â
In the ultimate reversal of fortune, Rototom publicly apologized and invited Matisyahu back to perform. He agreed to, though with some reservations that he said were ultimately validated.
Haaretz reported from the festival that âdozens of people whistled in disapproval as Matisyahu took to the stage in the early hours of Sunday, with some waving Palestinian flags and chanting âout, out.ââ
By email, a Rototom spokesperson told The Daily Beast, âAmong the public there were 20 flags, but that night at the festival there were more than 15,000 persons.â She also confirmed people were flipping him off, though she didnât know âif they were part of the BDS organization, or if they were just Pro-Palestinian.â
Matisyahu still played his 45-minute set, including âJerusalem,â a riff on the Biblical psalm âJerusalem, if I forget you, may my right hand forget its skill.â
Matisyahu said that song wasnât chosen as a statement, but more because it is one of his most popular. He also denies that the message of the song is explicitly Zionist, though it is hard not to read into the lyrics: âAfraid of the past and our dark history/Why is everybody always chasing we/Cut off the roots of your family tree/Donât you see thatâs not the way to be.â
When asked what it felt like to perform at Rototom, Matisyahu gave the most Matisyahu answer: spiritual, zen-like, and opaque in a way that you canât tell if itâs purposeful or genuinely foggy.
âAt first it was frustrating, but I felt this shift where I felt this acceptance of the human condition, and this was all part of it. I felt the presence of God around it all, so the concert ended on a really high note,â he told The Daily Beast. âI felt that opposition, but I also felt acceptance of the whole situation.â
Itâs the kind of crunchy-granola, state-of-nirvana hopeful transcendence that one would expect from a white, vegan, reggae artistâespecially when he no longer has the physical trappings of Orthodox Judaism to distinguish him from a yoga teacher in L.A. (which is pretty much exactly what Matisyahu looks like now).
His experience at Rototom does not appear to have jaded his (some would say naive) belief in peaceâa peace to be reached through reggae, not politics.
âI stand in the same place I did before with my beliefs,â he said. âSomething has to supersede the logic of the politics of whoâs right and whoâs wrong. I think the only way for there to be peace is for something to happen beyond all that,â he said. âI think our music has a better capability of bringing human beings together than politics. Thatâs still how I feel about it.â
But I asked Matisyahu to put his money where his mouth is if he really believes music can bring about peace: Would he perform in the West Bank or the Gaza Strip?
âI will perform wherever I am invited,â he says point blank, though he then adds, â as long it was a genuine invitation, and I felt like it was safe for me to be there.â
That small qualification stands out in severity, only because itâs being uttered by a man whose voice is utterly placid and spacey, like heâs drunk a bit too much of the peace-love-happiness Kool-Aid.
But then, how could he not be enjoying the renewed interesting in him âespecially in time for the launch of a new album, Live at Stubbâs Vol. III, and a fall concert tour across North America.
So, I asked Matisyahu, is there any credence to suggestions his reaction to Rototom was a play for more media attention?
âI guess I would say thatâs an interesting idea, and the end of the day, thatâs definitely a question that came across my mind: When was the last time I got this much press? When I shaved. It wasnât about my music or my lyrics. That is what it is. What can I do about it?,â he said.
His apparent candor and serene nonchalance make it easy to overlook the darker side to Matisyahuâs career and life.
In 2011, Rebecca Smeyne, a photographer for Paper magazine, said Matisyahu stepped on her face to kick her and break her camera. The description of the alleged attack is revolting, though few seem to remember it. Matisyahu released a statement apologizing, though he said he âwouldnât call it a kick.â
Matisyahu didnât just go off the derech (OTD)âan expression for leaving the Orthodox âpath.â He also got divorced along the way from his still-religious wife. Together they had three sons, Shalom, Menachem Mendl, and Laivy.
I ask if heâs worried about how they will perceive him or cope with their parents following two very different lifestyles.
âI think itâs important for kids to see different sides of the coin and be able to make more free decisions for themselves as they get older. Itâs the reality. They will see people believe different things,â he said. âIt can be difficult at times, but I actually think thatâs a great lesson.â
During his OTD time, he also fathered a daughter, Sasha Lil, with Toma Danley, a friend from the days when he was an acid-tripping high school kid sent off to a wilderness therapy program in Oregon.
The Times of Israel reported that Danley appears to be engaged to someone who is not Matisyahu, based on her Facebook photos.
And in case you had any doubts that a reggae artist enjoys the ganja, Matisyahu is happy to confirm that he does. His interview with High Times last year not only included how cannabis âcan make the creative process smoother and easier,â but a video of him lighting up and giving a top five of people with whom heâd like to share a spliff.
âI stopped smoking when I became religious around 2000 and didnât smoke for about seven or eight years,â he said.
âWhen I became religious, I was trying to focus on being something else, developing a different side of myself. That was the me that was more prevalent to the world at that time,â he said. âEven at that time, if you had been around my band at the time, they would have known a different me than the band Iâm with now knows.â
Itâs unclear who the Matisyahu of now is. The more one speaks to him, the harder he is to characterize. Heâs vague when I ask about which religious traditions he still observes, stressing âthe practice is always what fluctuatesâ for him.
At one point, we slip into a bit of hometown nostalgia, since we grew up in suburbs next door to each other, just north of New York City in Westchester County.
Of a job he had at a farmstand near a local swimming pool, he said, âI probably sold corn to your dadâânot a phrase I expected to hear from a Grammy-nominated reggae hip-hop artist. But then everything about Matisyahu seems unexpected.