Last fall, when media and technology oracle Jason Hirschhorn was launching his much-anticipated REDEF siteâa cunningly curated collection of mixed-media newsletters covering everything from fashion to music and supported to the tune of $2.25 million by top-tier investors like Jeffrey Katzenberg, James Murdoch and Mark Cubanâit was pretty clear that Hirschhorn was headed for a new adventure.
âI look at him, and see how thoughtful he is and how smart he is, and I think, thatâs someone whoâs about to hit an inflection point,â Sarah Lacy, editor in chief of the influential tech site PandoDaily, said back then. âHe doesnât think heâs done his Big Thing yet, and heâs really hungry.â
Well, Hirschhornâwhose career has spanned being the chief digital officer of MTV Networks, the co-president of MySpace, and becoming a multimillionaire before he turned 30âhas indeed hit his inflection point. Whatâs more, he has done his Big Thing.
Surprisingly, however, in ways that even an oracle couldnât have predicted, it had zero to do with media or tech.
A little over two weeks ago, at the tender age of 44, he underwent quadruple bypass surgery.
He is only now beginning to recover and digest the meaning of it all, while taking his first tentative walks in Los Angeles, where he has been under the care of family and friends, and trying to reboot his life and change his workaholic ways.
âFor the past year I havenât felt 100 percent (or 50 percent). I think youâve seen my complaints about sleep and exhaustion,â he wrote in an August 17 ârantnrave,â as he calls his missives to his subscribers, announcing that his Media REDEF blog was about to go on hiatus. âA few weeks ago I had some tests that revealed I had coronary disease. Iâm on my way just this minute to CEDARS SINAI in LOS ANGELES where I will have heart surgery this afternoon.â (He likes to render brand names, indeed every name, in all-caps.)
Hirschhorn, a native New Yorker, continued: âI got out to LA about two weeks ago to jump start a healthier lifestyle. Itâs easier out here. It was a stop on my way to ASPEN for a friendâs wedding, some rest and a hike with my friend KARYN. After taking the ânuclear stress testâ the doctors immediately stopped me from traveling. That altitude and exercise likely would have killed me. My doctor saved my life. I messed up big time.â
He added that he suffers from Type 2 diabetes and has been living on the edgeâworking long hours, sleeping and eating badly, not getting exerciseâever since his mother, Susan, a former clothing executive, died of cancer early last year at 68. It was a devastating blow since they were very close; she inspired him as a kid to immerse himself in art and culture, and his REDEF startup is dedicated to her.
â[A]pparently, if you read the directions on the box youâre not supposed to eat the whole pizza, go figure,â he quipped, owning up to his unhealthy habits. âWhatever it was to not deal with that trauma and painâŠI got lucky where others have not. Another chance. My surgeon, ALFREDO TRENTO is one of the best in the country and heâs taken the time to explain the procedure so Iâm less anxious and scared.â
Hirschhorn has bragging rights over the fact that the Italian-born surgeon who opened his chest cavityâand performed a laborious, meticulous and complicated procedure that involves grafting healthy blood vessels from other parts of the body onto perilously blocked arteriesâhad done the same thing years ago to former Disney CEO Michael Eisner.
âBy all accounts heâs a ârock starâ and Iâll use that expression if it helps me here,â Hirschhorn wrote about Trento. âIâve asked only two things of him. First, that he not watch Sunday TV and go to bed early. HBO and SHOWTIME are great, but Iâd prefer he watch that on VOD after Iâm out of the ICU. Second, in a career of stellar work and healing my wish is that this be his best surgery.â
As he made his way toward the operating table, Hirshhorn concluded: âIâm scared. But starting tomorrow and for a few weeks, Iâm no longer the driver, just a passenger. This isnât a natural thing. Iâm having visions of JOHN HURT in ALIEN.
But medical technology is amazingâŠI want to live. I want to travel. See more TV and movies. Listen to more music (U2 in Europe). Love my nieces, nephew and godchildren. Have my own family. Laugh with my friends. Play sports. Sit on a
beach. Help peopleâŠIâve got a lot more to do. Itâs not over. Just a little catnap. See you on the other side of this. LoveâŠâ
A week went by before Hirschhorn broke his radio silence. The surgery, he reported, went well, and he was recuperating at the home of his sister Jody and her family.
âItâs a very emotional time and the real physical and mental rehab start now,â he wrote. âSo many things need to change, my thinking is likely the most. Your notes and well wishes meant more to me than I can currently express. I knew I loved many people but was never sure I was loved. I know that now and itâs a warm feelingâŠFamily, friendship and your support got me through the hardest week of my life.â
He added: âThe saddest day of all this was when the doctor diagnosed me and I sat in his office numb, hearing muted, not really there. He said: âDo you have any family you could call and have them go through this with you?â I walked out stunned. I had not spoken with my sister for almost exactly a year when they brought me into surgery last week. She stood by me unconditionally.â
In subsequent rantnraves, Hirschhorn noted that it was âtough to get my walks inâ in the âscorchingâ LA weatherââbut did a half mile a week after surgeryââand thanked friends who sent him videos: Showtime CEO Matt Blank for Ray Donovan Season 3, CBSâs Leslie Moonves for the Magnum P.I. canon, and the Tribeca Film Festivalâs Jane Rosenthal for a collection of silent movie classics, among many other gifts from high-powered execs.
He also recorded the loyal attentiveness of his former business partner, Blake Krikorian, who accompanied him to medical consultations, as well as visits from former MTV Networks chief Judy McCrath and former Bravo CEO Lauren.
Zalaznick who, ânever one to mince wordsâŠdelivered some needed life adjustment advice in an honest and blunt way.â
And on Wednesday, he wrote: âPost surgery Iâm going through a ton of emotions. I may move at 1 mph but my head is spinning at 10,000 mph. Ups to downsâŠBig day today, hoping for stitches out around midday and if all good, off to the calming waves of MALIBU which may have a positive impact on my sleep problems.â
And Thursday, Hirschhorn reported: âStitches out. Chest wound going to take some more time. I can start driving next weekâŠGetting back to normal sleep patterns is a must. Alone in the middle of the night is a lonely place.â
Feel better soon, Jason.